There was always something there to stop me.
And I was always too scared to go through with it.
Maybe that’s a good thing I never did.
I wonder how my life would look like right now had I done it.
If I had acted on my fantasies.
Would I still be here?
Would I still be able to call this apartment my home?
I don’t know.
And I’m glad I don’t know because that meant I was stronger than whatever urge I had.
It means I’m not such a bad person as I thought I was.
It means I’m better than my demons.
But I do still wonder what my life would have looked like if I went through with it.
I guess only time will tell if I ever get an answer to that question.
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