“I felt it coming”

I felt like it was coming.

And I was still surprised when it happened.

I knew she was going to leave.

But I was still heartbroken when she did.

It was my fault.

I could have changed.

I could have done so much and maybe she would have stayed.

But I didn’t.

I didn’t want to change the way I live.

Not for her, not for anyone.

I should have known she wouldn’t like that.

I should have known she was going to leave if I didn’t do something.

I saw it coming.

And I didn’t do anything.

I have only myself to blame.

If I wanted her to stay I should have changed.

I had the time.

And I didn’t.

So I guess I never really wanted her to stay.

Not enough for me to change anyway.

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