What have I done?
What have I done to her?
I told her everything would be alright. That we would get through this.
So why am I not there for her? Why have I left her alone in the most testing period of her life?
How could I do that to her?
How can I be so selfish?
To be honest I don’t think I want to know the answer to those questions. I don’t want to know how I’m capable of doing this.
How I’m capable of leaving her.
How I’m capable of leaving everything I love behind without a second thought.
How can anyone do such a thing?
I don’t know, all I know is this.
I will regret not being there for her.
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