It’s been a long time since I last felt this good.
Since I last felt that I could wake up and not dread the day that’s ahead of me.
I can’t answer that. I don’t know what changed. I woke up one day and felt good.
Felt like I could take on the world.
I’ve spent years trying to feel this way. Trying to feel better.
And one day I just wake up and feel fine?
Why did God make me go through that? All those years of feeling horrible. Like I wasn’t worth anything.
Like I didn’t deserve to be alive.
Why did he make me go through all that?
That’s the question I will ask him.
That’s the question he’ll have to answer on the day that I meet him.
Why did he do this to me?
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